Oh so very bored right now >_<

I haven't had any luck these last few days with getting any writing done, I just can focus on any of it. I know I've gone through problems like this before, mostly because of new medications....Sometimes it works itself out, but it can take a while.

Several weeks back now, I screwed up my knee, you'd think if I'm still having problems with it right now that I would remember what I'd done....well I have no clue. It's not so bad that I can't walk around, it's just a serious irritant for moving around.

my problem has been solved! thanks to infini_iv Thank you!

so that's one good thing...and unfortunately the only one to happen today...

everything else still sucks! and I'm in a lot of pain, but what else is new?

can try and distract myself with Crisis Core...though we're not exactly dealing with 'happy times' here.

My bloody body refuses to heal! no matter how long I wait, how much time I give it, the holes in my cartilage refuses to heal >_<

A hole that I've had for at least three years just suddenly got infected, and I'm talking in the span of a half hour maybe even less...

took the earing out, only to have the hole bleed like there's no tomorrow, had a hell of a time getting the backing on too >_<

I'm so tired of this, but I'm not about to take them all out and stop now! I've had them for too fucking long for that!

tired frustrated...and not in pain, yeah what a way to end the day...

In so much pain I think I may just vomit...

no understanding, just blank looks...

can't do this much longer

I don't know what's happening...maybe I've been on the computer too long, or what? but my eyes haven't wanted to focus on the computer screen in fact I can't stand looking at it the feeling is driving me insane >_<

Arg!

I guess I won't be getting any writing done today...

Edit: I put on a pair of reading glasses, I bought them for my Robin costume, not caring what strength they were. But they're helping me see more comfortably. That icky feeling is gone for now, so at least I can work on the computer without further problems until I have my eyes looked at by a professional.

Damn migraine I've had the bloody thing all day long, and it just won't go away!!

I've taken painkillers, even one designed for relief of migraines (I got a little relief for a short while but it's still there)

I feel it when I move...

Hopefully it'll go away when I sleep, but considering I woke up to it last night, I'm not really holding my breath...

I seem to do that a lot, (not hold my breath that is) I guess that could be considered a good thing.

I am tired but I intend to sedate myself just to make sure I sleep well, migraines are a pain during the day but are a real bitch at night >_< as anyone who's shared a bed with me can a test.

oh well time for the sleepy kitty to go to bed, and not worry about anything else until the morning.

yesterday around this time I was contending with a knife like pain in my lower hip and shooting down into the knee on my left leg...tonight it's the top of my hip aching away...haven't taken anything for it yet, although I may have too. Cause it doesn't matter what I seem to do or how I place my leg, it aches.

stupid leg >_< !

For the last few days my mouth has been hurting quite a lot, I thought that my one and only wisdom tooth (yep I'm pretty dumb ^_~) was infected. I was treating it with an anti-bacterial mouthwash in the hopes of avoiding a trip to the dentist, as I'm not covered at all.

However the longer it went on the more my mom and dad though it might be a sinus infection, this would be much better for me. And I'm pretty sure that's what it is. Still it's quite painful, as my jaw aches most of the day, unless I take something for the pain and there's only so many things one can take in a 24 hour period.

But tomorrow I ought to know for sure, and have antibiotics to take care of the infection. *fingers crossed* I won't have to do anything about this wisdom tooth ever! but if I do have to get it pulled I'd really like it if I was covered under a dental plan, would make my life a lot easier. I could handle the cost no problem so long as I can wait until have I go to New Brunswick for Bill and Lindsay's Wedding. So worse comes to worse, I'll get it looked after.

Now back to my game ^_~ Ys is so much fun! my brother's playing it as well but for the PS2. It's interesting the differences between the two games despite the fact that they're the same game.